Linda Summersea is the author of the The Girl with the Black and Blue Doll, A Not-Very-Depressing Memoir of Childhood Depression. In fact, it’s pretty darn funny for a WTF kind of childhood.
That’s me– the healing child who thought everyone’s childhood was like that.
In 2012, I decided that I was tired of being haunted by the childhood memories of neglect and psychological suffering that had continued to influence my life for more than 50 years. I joined a Writers Group and began writing down every possible childhood memory that I could think of covering my first horrid memory at age 2 through leaving home at age 18.
As I dumped the memories into the manuscript, the girl with the black and blue doll began to heal, and I began a process of self-examination that shivered with anger in the beginning and fell silent with forgiveness in the afterwards.
The Girl with the Black and Blue Doll exposes the white underbelly of my vulnerability with this memoir of survival in a dysfunctional three generation household in New England during the 1950s and 60s.
What I’ve learned: the healing child will always be present in the adult, but in my case, the Survival and Healing have now become (almost) Forgiveness. Although I spent most of my life as a loner, most of my peers would have never guessed what I was hiding inside. My adult persona has always been quite able to present a strong front. I love public speaking. I love radio and television as a medium of expression, along with the arts that have brought me such joy.
For many years I was an Art teacher and teacher of Youth-at-Risk. My childhood experiences led me to spend many years on the road, providing arts residencies in under-served communities where I learned as much as I taught.
No. Correction! I learned more than I taught.
I’m currently seeking representation for the not-very-depressing The Girl With the Black and Blue Doll, A Not-Very-Depressing Memoir of Childhood Depression.
I have begun a new book, Essays: Writing Like a Mad Woman, some of which have been published with elephantjournal.com. See a sample at elephant here, or just type “Linda Summersea” into the search bar at elephantjournal.com.